Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas to all and to all a drunk night, I hope that all of my kindred souls are out there are safe on this day. I don't know whats been going on lately but a lot(well a couple) of new people have been stopping buy, lol, i am just used to posting for the sake of giving the world a chance to enjoy the beauty that i enjoy; usually i am the only one reading besides my equivocal love. To all those who seem to be stopping by lately i really recommend that you start with some of the older stuff, those are my personal favorites, but i do really appreciate that you guys like my poetry.

A Poem Entitled Knowlege

I have been trying to keep my poems to myself, for publishing reasons, but if you didn't know, i feel i experience my poetry just as you do. I write to capture the beauty of language that flows through my mind, although it is my poems, i don't claim concrete ownership, life's beauty is the owner, so here you go love(meaning everyone) this is for you.

A poem Entitled Knowledge

We misunderstand the gifts of life
And in the night
We are robbed by figures in masks
That destroy and trash
In search of cash
Or things of value
And we awake to find
That in our mind
Are a thousands thoughts
Of what weve lost
And we sit in bed and rub our heads
Hung in dismay
And the words we say
R
That it was bad
Or what I had
Wasn’t real at all
Because it’s easier to fall
Instead to stand in say I failed to protect
That I shared the neglect
Then move on to the next
We start this chain
Of he’s to blame
She’s to blame
And I won’t blame
You Cuz It eases your pain
But I take on the role
Of the bad guy
So you can be told
That the masked figure
Was you
You destroyed all had
To grab and bag
Something of value
And destroyed and trashed
Anything that cluttered the way
Of you finding a quick pay
A quick fix
Something to go trade in
Redemption from sin
But in the end
You destroyed
The things of real value
For the glittery and gilded
And quick fulfillment

Sorry that I couldn’t deal with you selling yourself short, and didn’t allow you to be less than I knew you should be, sorry that pressure to grow was to much but remember, pain is just the capsule that encloses your knowledge breaking

The love was real, everything we had was real, we just couldn’t maintain it, know that and accept that we failed, don’t say that it wasn’t real, don’t cop out.

Copyright © 2007 Domonique Murdock

Flaws and All

You could never be equated to the sum of any circumstance
You were never seen by any one who stayed a thousand years beyond one glance
Or for that matter anyone who occupied time that was any less
You were never a beautiful smile in a form fitting dress
I never saw you as the women weeping next to the pond under the tree with frozen lifeless leaves
You could never amount to the expectations of freedom homologous to the sunlight in the breeze
Because you are not you
You are beauty besieged to the earth and the lost inhabitants
Who cant see that you are beauty trapped in a derelict body trying to reflect remnants of the enchantress
Your physical body will never portray the beauty within
You have blessed the earth with a thousand births in sequence
Your body has not matched your exorbitant beauty yet
So forget that i will never know all of your beauty
But it is a point i am trying to get

Copyright © 2007 Domonique Murdock

Hello All

I hope all those of you out there that are breathing are bleseed and i hope that we all remember that we are the most important reason for us being on his earth. I am sorry i havent been able to post for awhile but i have been writting, i posted two today and i am keeping the rest for me. It was so hard to choose but if i am to publish i think i need something for myself, sorry. To the equivocal love out there, i havent forgotten, my scheduile is just so hectic at times, any how, birth is soon so dont forget to give me the best of wishes.

The Lion of The Tribe,

Egyptian Lotus Love

Orange Moon

My orange moon
The only thing strong enough to move the currents in the ocean of my soul
Orange moon how do you groove
Growing groves of loves flowers
Orange moon with craters and dips
Which drip succulent rays of light on my lips
Field trip...
Ing.....my mind
Directing my time
Orange moon you are so fine
Finding untapped potential
Denoting
The tracks of my pencil
Utensils and tools
Fools equipment for how to loose
Sight of the celestial moon
Orange moon I am....
Loving you....
To bloom
Eternity


Copyright © 2007 Domonique Murdock

Thoughtful Depression

I saw you that day
I tried my hardest but you still got away
Hard lessons learned
This gravity and weight
Inward concavity that breaks
My love escapes
Raped and pillaged
Trying to instill within us
Apprehension
Thought you aught to know
That thoughtful depression grows
Thinking deeply of sweetly
Sweeping my fingers across her face
As I sleepily embrace
The eraser

Copyright © 2007 Domonique Murdock

What We Do In Life Ecos In Eternity

Imagine lying on your death bed and instead of there being family and loved ones standing around you praying, you awake to see the ghosts of the ideas, dreams, hopes, aspirations, and potential staring down at you. They say to you, only you could give us life, only you could have given us meaning, and now we must die with you.

Unknown Author

What will eternity echo about your grace?

When I die a nation shall crumble
The moment the last breath leaves my lungs
Anarchy shall plague the streets
All that is order shall cease to exist
The streets will be littered with ruble
Children shall go unfed
People will go unloved
Dreams will never be conquered
And as the lion lays down to die
Hope is to die with him
The Vienna in my heart shall burn
I must bring these things to reality
Before they die with me

Copyright © 2007 Domonique Murdock

Equivical Love

I see in you what i can not see in myself

Not to say that it is something that i lack, or do not posses

Its just that we see each other so much differently undressed

We become accustomed to things we are constantly presented with

Ive been dealing with myself for quite some years i must admit

Loosing sight of my beauty to the continuity of pain and other things I lack

And you would think that this knowledge is something i can use to get my treasures back

We are all beautiful beyond immeasurable forms of human understanding

Compilations of all things amazing come from the same standing

The human heart

Hu elemental, the quintessential part

Copyright © 2007 Domonique Murdock

Away From The Sun

If life was but a dream to me
Tears affirm screams of me
A body lies lifeless
Police clean the scene of me

This darkness is abysmal like
So its right
I leave in night
Hear my soul searching the street

Nothing left for me to find
Knew that of whats left life behind
Still i search hopelessly

The silver lining in my heart
Something that will never part
Loading my self with cartridges
Waiting to explode

If life was but a dream to me
I'd hear angels sing to me
But the real scene to me
Would be two rings and me
With a tight cling to the

But that's just a dream to me
And no matter how deep it seems to me
I always picture you fleeing from me

If life was a dream to me
It wouldn't be as painful as reality

Copyright © 2007 Domonique Murdock

Phoenix Flower

Phoenix Flower
Art of love
With thorns of talons
You are the most difficult to hug
Petals that scorch
Burning through the soul
Scars in my palms
From my attempts to grasp
The pain in my heart
Reminds me of what i can not have
Phoenix Flower
Art of pain
The steam dances from you
As I stare at you in the rain
Boiling over with anger
Let me take you to a better place
Phoenix Flower
Art of death

Copyright © 2007 Domonique Murdock