Thoughtful Depression

I saw you that day
I tried my hardest but you still got away
Hard lessons learned
This gravity and weight
Inward concavity that breaks
My love escapes
Raped and pillaged
Trying to instill within us
Apprehension
Thought you aught to know
That thoughtful depression grows
Thinking deeply of sweetly
Sweeping my fingers across her face
As I sleepily embrace
The eraser

Copyright © 2007 Domonique Murdock

What We Do In Life Ecos In Eternity

Imagine lying on your death bed and instead of there being family and loved ones standing around you praying, you awake to see the ghosts of the ideas, dreams, hopes, aspirations, and potential staring down at you. They say to you, only you could give us life, only you could have given us meaning, and now we must die with you.

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What will eternity echo about your grace?

When I die a nation shall crumble
The moment the last breath leaves my lungs
Anarchy shall plague the streets
All that is order shall cease to exist
The streets will be littered with ruble
Children shall go unfed
People will go unloved
Dreams will never be conquered
And as the lion lays down to die
Hope is to die with him
The Vienna in my heart shall burn
I must bring these things to reality
Before they die with me

Copyright © 2007 Domonique Murdock

Equivical Love

I see in you what i can not see in myself

Not to say that it is something that i lack, or do not posses

Its just that we see each other so much differently undressed

We become accustomed to things we are constantly presented with

Ive been dealing with myself for quite some years i must admit

Loosing sight of my beauty to the continuity of pain and other things I lack

And you would think that this knowledge is something i can use to get my treasures back

We are all beautiful beyond immeasurable forms of human understanding

Compilations of all things amazing come from the same standing

The human heart

Hu elemental, the quintessential part

Copyright © 2007 Domonique Murdock

Away From The Sun

If life was but a dream to me
Tears affirm screams of me
A body lies lifeless
Police clean the scene of me

This darkness is abysmal like
So its right
I leave in night
Hear my soul searching the street

Nothing left for me to find
Knew that of whats left life behind
Still i search hopelessly

The silver lining in my heart
Something that will never part
Loading my self with cartridges
Waiting to explode

If life was but a dream to me
I'd hear angels sing to me
But the real scene to me
Would be two rings and me
With a tight cling to the

But that's just a dream to me
And no matter how deep it seems to me
I always picture you fleeing from me

If life was a dream to me
It wouldn't be as painful as reality

Copyright © 2007 Domonique Murdock

Phoenix Flower

Phoenix Flower
Art of love
With thorns of talons
You are the most difficult to hug
Petals that scorch
Burning through the soul
Scars in my palms
From my attempts to grasp
The pain in my heart
Reminds me of what i can not have
Phoenix Flower
Art of pain
The steam dances from you
As I stare at you in the rain
Boiling over with anger
Let me take you to a better place
Phoenix Flower
Art of death

Copyright © 2007 Domonique Murdock

Love With A M

"When the eagles forget how to fly
And its twenty below in July
And when violets turn red
And roses turn blue....

I'll be still in love with you."

Brian Mcknigt

DO YOU SEEK IT IN WHAT EVER FASHION THAT MAY BE

Mad As Hell

How can you tell me that you have decisive plans
And lives in hand
To commit a equivalent exchange
For your personal gains
That with your Machiavellian goals
And lives you hold
You intend to play a game
With lives and names
Against false causes and claims
And with my heart inflamed heart
I hold dog tags and hopes
That unto me doesn't return a corpse
Or a body Lacking a smile
Dismembered mind body or soul
And all the while i pray
That he returns the way he left that day
Save the tears
And having not experienced my fears
Of him in certain situations
I just pray i get my brother back the way he left
And Junior as well
With only stories to tell
Of how much un they had

Copyright © 2007 Domonique Murdock

Random Thoughts

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Iris

I don't want the whole world to see me

Most are not capable but for those of you who can

you may not appreciate my beauty

and that's enough for me to keep a closed hand

Because I don't think that they'd understand

I quiver at the thought of such plans

A shattered heart is more than i can manage

Already alone in deserted lands

When everything is meant to be broken

How can I show you when the hour glass has cheated me of sand

Whats is left of life is uncertain

But as the seconds come so does another chance

I just want you to know who I am

Blood sweat tears and love exuberating from glands

The human element, the most vital thing known to man

Ingredients compassion, humility, and one single man

Copyright © 2007 Domonique Murdock