Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas to all and to all a drunk night, I hope that all of my kindred souls are out there are safe on this day. I don't know whats been going on lately but a lot(well a couple) of new people have been stopping buy, lol, i am just used to posting for the sake of giving the world a chance to enjoy the beauty that i enjoy; usually i am the only one reading besides my equivocal love. To all those who seem to be stopping by lately i really recommend that you start with some of the older stuff, those are my personal favorites, but i do really appreciate that you guys like my poetry.

A Poem Entitled Knowlege

I have been trying to keep my poems to myself, for publishing reasons, but if you didn't know, i feel i experience my poetry just as you do. I write to capture the beauty of language that flows through my mind, although it is my poems, i don't claim concrete ownership, life's beauty is the owner, so here you go love(meaning everyone) this is for you.

A poem Entitled Knowledge

We misunderstand the gifts of life
And in the night
We are robbed by figures in masks
That destroy and trash
In search of cash
Or things of value
And we awake to find
That in our mind
Are a thousands thoughts
Of what weve lost
And we sit in bed and rub our heads
Hung in dismay
And the words we say
R
That it was bad
Or what I had
Wasn’t real at all
Because it’s easier to fall
Instead to stand in say I failed to protect
That I shared the neglect
Then move on to the next
We start this chain
Of he’s to blame
She’s to blame
And I won’t blame
You Cuz It eases your pain
But I take on the role
Of the bad guy
So you can be told
That the masked figure
Was you
You destroyed all had
To grab and bag
Something of value
And destroyed and trashed
Anything that cluttered the way
Of you finding a quick pay
A quick fix
Something to go trade in
Redemption from sin
But in the end
You destroyed
The things of real value
For the glittery and gilded
And quick fulfillment

Sorry that I couldn’t deal with you selling yourself short, and didn’t allow you to be less than I knew you should be, sorry that pressure to grow was to much but remember, pain is just the capsule that encloses your knowledge breaking

The love was real, everything we had was real, we just couldn’t maintain it, know that and accept that we failed, don’t say that it wasn’t real, don’t cop out.

Copyright © 2007 Domonique Murdock

Flaws and All

You could never be equated to the sum of any circumstance
You were never seen by any one who stayed a thousand years beyond one glance
Or for that matter anyone who occupied time that was any less
You were never a beautiful smile in a form fitting dress
I never saw you as the women weeping next to the pond under the tree with frozen lifeless leaves
You could never amount to the expectations of freedom homologous to the sunlight in the breeze
Because you are not you
You are beauty besieged to the earth and the lost inhabitants
Who cant see that you are beauty trapped in a derelict body trying to reflect remnants of the enchantress
Your physical body will never portray the beauty within
You have blessed the earth with a thousand births in sequence
Your body has not matched your exorbitant beauty yet
So forget that i will never know all of your beauty
But it is a point i am trying to get

Copyright © 2007 Domonique Murdock

Hello All

I hope all those of you out there that are breathing are bleseed and i hope that we all remember that we are the most important reason for us being on his earth. I am sorry i havent been able to post for awhile but i have been writting, i posted two today and i am keeping the rest for me. It was so hard to choose but if i am to publish i think i need something for myself, sorry. To the equivocal love out there, i havent forgotten, my scheduile is just so hectic at times, any how, birth is soon so dont forget to give me the best of wishes.

The Lion of The Tribe,

Egyptian Lotus Love

Orange Moon

My orange moon
The only thing strong enough to move the currents in the ocean of my soul
Orange moon how do you groove
Growing groves of loves flowers
Orange moon with craters and dips
Which drip succulent rays of light on my lips
Field trip...
Ing.....my mind
Directing my time
Orange moon you are so fine
Finding untapped potential
Denoting
The tracks of my pencil
Utensils and tools
Fools equipment for how to loose
Sight of the celestial moon
Orange moon I am....
Loving you....
To bloom
Eternity


Copyright © 2007 Domonique Murdock

Thoughtful Depression

I saw you that day
I tried my hardest but you still got away
Hard lessons learned
This gravity and weight
Inward concavity that breaks
My love escapes
Raped and pillaged
Trying to instill within us
Apprehension
Thought you aught to know
That thoughtful depression grows
Thinking deeply of sweetly
Sweeping my fingers across her face
As I sleepily embrace
The eraser

Copyright © 2007 Domonique Murdock

What We Do In Life Ecos In Eternity

Imagine lying on your death bed and instead of there being family and loved ones standing around you praying, you awake to see the ghosts of the ideas, dreams, hopes, aspirations, and potential staring down at you. They say to you, only you could give us life, only you could have given us meaning, and now we must die with you.

Unknown Author

What will eternity echo about your grace?

When I die a nation shall crumble
The moment the last breath leaves my lungs
Anarchy shall plague the streets
All that is order shall cease to exist
The streets will be littered with ruble
Children shall go unfed
People will go unloved
Dreams will never be conquered
And as the lion lays down to die
Hope is to die with him
The Vienna in my heart shall burn
I must bring these things to reality
Before they die with me

Copyright © 2007 Domonique Murdock

Equivical Love

I see in you what i can not see in myself

Not to say that it is something that i lack, or do not posses

Its just that we see each other so much differently undressed

We become accustomed to things we are constantly presented with

Ive been dealing with myself for quite some years i must admit

Loosing sight of my beauty to the continuity of pain and other things I lack

And you would think that this knowledge is something i can use to get my treasures back

We are all beautiful beyond immeasurable forms of human understanding

Compilations of all things amazing come from the same standing

The human heart

Hu elemental, the quintessential part

Copyright © 2007 Domonique Murdock

Away From The Sun

If life was but a dream to me
Tears affirm screams of me
A body lies lifeless
Police clean the scene of me

This darkness is abysmal like
So its right
I leave in night
Hear my soul searching the street

Nothing left for me to find
Knew that of whats left life behind
Still i search hopelessly

The silver lining in my heart
Something that will never part
Loading my self with cartridges
Waiting to explode

If life was but a dream to me
I'd hear angels sing to me
But the real scene to me
Would be two rings and me
With a tight cling to the

But that's just a dream to me
And no matter how deep it seems to me
I always picture you fleeing from me

If life was a dream to me
It wouldn't be as painful as reality

Copyright © 2007 Domonique Murdock

Phoenix Flower

Phoenix Flower
Art of love
With thorns of talons
You are the most difficult to hug
Petals that scorch
Burning through the soul
Scars in my palms
From my attempts to grasp
The pain in my heart
Reminds me of what i can not have
Phoenix Flower
Art of pain
The steam dances from you
As I stare at you in the rain
Boiling over with anger
Let me take you to a better place
Phoenix Flower
Art of death

Copyright © 2007 Domonique Murdock

Love With A M

"When the eagles forget how to fly
And its twenty below in July
And when violets turn red
And roses turn blue....

I'll be still in love with you."

Brian Mcknigt

DO YOU SEEK IT IN WHAT EVER FASHION THAT MAY BE

Mad As Hell

How can you tell me that you have decisive plans
And lives in hand
To commit a equivalent exchange
For your personal gains
That with your Machiavellian goals
And lives you hold
You intend to play a game
With lives and names
Against false causes and claims
And with my heart inflamed heart
I hold dog tags and hopes
That unto me doesn't return a corpse
Or a body Lacking a smile
Dismembered mind body or soul
And all the while i pray
That he returns the way he left that day
Save the tears
And having not experienced my fears
Of him in certain situations
I just pray i get my brother back the way he left
And Junior as well
With only stories to tell
Of how much un they had

Copyright © 2007 Domonique Murdock

Random Thoughts

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Iris

I don't want the whole world to see me

Most are not capable but for those of you who can

you may not appreciate my beauty

and that's enough for me to keep a closed hand

Because I don't think that they'd understand

I quiver at the thought of such plans

A shattered heart is more than i can manage

Already alone in deserted lands

When everything is meant to be broken

How can I show you when the hour glass has cheated me of sand

Whats is left of life is uncertain

But as the seconds come so does another chance

I just want you to know who I am

Blood sweat tears and love exuberating from glands

The human element, the most vital thing known to man

Ingredients compassion, humility, and one single man

Copyright © 2007 Domonique Murdock

Revival

It was said that the single flutter of a butterfly's wings can alter the course of time
If this is so then I would like to think that a single man giving his heart to the world can have a far more devastating effect on the universe
I don't know which is greater the former or the latter
I do know that the significance of the first has triggered the next link in a chain of events
What was passed on to me is that our greatest fear is not that we are inadequate but that we are powerful beyond all means
And the reason I cant see the next link in the chain is that I haven't adopted the courage to grow into who I really am
Before I start this journey, butterfly I ask that you continue to flutter your wings
As each resonance of beauty resonates it will touch some one like it has touched me

The world grows from your beauty

Copyright © 2007 Domonique Murdock

Withering

My voice is cracking
slowly i close my eyes
I move in quivering motions
its time that i die
I'll flake away in the wind
So let me die in your arms
I remember the day i met you
Was this to become my fate
My heart is burning slowly
This unbearable pain opens the eighth and finale gate
I am going into shock and i still smile at the crevasse of your chest
The times have come and gone but i will do this for you
Sacrifice my life to allow you a greater beauty
Just hold me as i succumb
There is no greater sorrow words it best
There is no greater gain
I give the mass of beauty i behold
Withering
This is my equivalent exchange

Copyright © 2007 Domonique Murdock

Come into my darkness
And let me conquer your flesh
Sink into my fortress
And experience ultimate sex
Let me sink into your thighs
Wrap yourself around me and rely
Upon my darkness to disappear into your clit
But love you must know that this isn't just it
Its not just physical pleasure
I love in you ways you can not measure
Remember when i said you are wholly my strength
So measure this act by my love and not my tongue's length
You inspire tears to crawl down my face to hug my fragile little smile
Life left me lonely and it was that way for awhile
Then you came into my darkness
Walked through the walls of my fortress
To the place where thoughtful depression grows
And peeked into my cocoon with a smile to say hello
Hello there lover spoke a soft low voice
You know that me coming out is souley my choice
I must admit that i was waiting for you to come to get out
So take a step back, remember my wings need room to sprout
Do you like them, i was trying to get them just right
Spoke a little voice, its kinda hard in the darkness of night
I heard people say that we live for each other and live for the love
And when one is gone, then you may witness the tears of the dove
In my darkness i have retained alot intuitive wisdom
And of all of these things i fell need to give some
But i love my darkness
I love my fortress
They are my beginnings
They are my ending
No matter where life takes me
I will always return to this fruitful tree

Copyright © 2007 Domonique Murdock

I found the end of my world
At the end of a road
And the heat of your warmth
In the mist of the cold
I found a fragile little life
In a dark drop of blood
A quivering submerging hand
That i pulled from the flood
She tried to thank me
But I slightly smiled
And turned to walk away
You life is worth while
Auf Wiedersehen, au revoir, and good day
The end of my life
Is at the end of this road
And the end of my love
Is inebriated in your soul

Copyright © 2007 Domonique Murdock

Autum Leaves

When you look into my eyes

Do you look into my soul

Can you reflect what I reflect

Or capture what I behold

When you see my many treasures

You may just say they are fallen dead leaves

That I partake in foolish collection

And that they only cloud me

But I say to you even though they have fallen

Me catching them is not utterly absurd

I choose to softly care for them

And the serenity of my peace they do not disturb

I let them resonate through my being

So that they may have a peaceful resting place

They may throw away all their worries

As they float on all my grace

I am fine being this puddle

That catches those who fall

Since i know i cant restore them

Into my being they dissolve

Copyright © 2007 Domonique Murdock

The Wings

She flew her whole life on broken wings
Always thinking there was something that she lacked
So I grabbed her with a mighty grasp
Then tore them from her back
I told her unless she could appreciate them
They served no purpose to her
They had a specific meaning
That she desperately needed to discover
So she wandered the earth until she found this thing
Scouring the plains to find this one truth
That in what ever condition she was in
She epitomizes beauty and youth

So i gave them back and she loved them it seemed

She kissed and hugged them looked at me

Then turned around and i attached then at the seam

I love you Angel

Copyright © 2007 Domonique Murdock

My Broken Skye

My broken Skye is falling
I pick up the pieces
It rained down your love perfectly
But now all of what remains is beneath me
My broken Skye
I pick up the pieces
I am hurting from the absence
The comfort of your squeezes
The Skye is falling I once cried
Soon I tucked into my knees because I thought I would die
But the shards went through me and I arose to find what was left
Was me standing there with a void seeking death
My broken Skye
My broken dreams
My broken Skye
My absent queen



Copyright © 2007 Domonique Murdock

The Creek

There is a bridge crossing the creek
In which all my immortal souls comes to weep
A place dense with sorrow and grief
A place where there is always pseudo relief
Where the hollows come to feast
And there is a perishing of the weak
There is a bridge crossing the creek
Where all hope seems bleak
Where death is all you will meet
There is no uttering of sounds, because the sorrow in our eyes is the only way we speak
I pray that ought no man dare to seek
The bridge that crosses the creek



Copyright © 2007 Domonique Murdock

LIfe

Life told me a secret
There on the day I looked into your heart
That every thing that has a beginning has an end
And the only thing that matters happens between the end and where we start
So with ponderous expressions prominently upon my face I part
Neither from you, nor from the existence that’s utter quintessence
Only the from the strenuous burdens heavily weighing upon my art
Life told me a secret
And I cried until my soul hit drought
That every thing that enters into the realm of life will inevitably leave out
That the people that I hold in love will soon have to pass
Or I shall pass from them
That the chances that I can keep them for ever are really nothing to slim
Life told me a secret
That you don’t understand like I understand what it really means to care
That the pain that you cause me comes from a knowledge that is not there
That you take for granted the time we share because you don’t see how precious life is
Life also told me that purity succeeds purging, and filthy are those who blindly live in this
Life told me a secret
Then touched my shoulder to wither me away
He told me that I have illuminated the night to the recognition of the day
Life told me he loved me and that I and God have the same heart
And that God wanted to see me to talk about what happened between the end and the point were we start



Copyright © 2007 Domonique Murdock

Untitled..

As soon as these gates are opened up for me
On my skin the water these great waters are falling
I gently kiss her as the water nibbles on the napes of our necks
From a union of mighty water to little droplets finally just specs
Under the water fall lays a man with a heart filled with what is to be
A yearning to be married into a heart as lovely as his own
Cognizant that his goals are deteriorated into mists as the very water he has committed to
He can’t help but be moved by the transformation of the mighty blue
There is nothing so strong as gentleness
And nothing so gentle as true strength
Yes, he knows this quote very well
And as the mist of the mighty water tickles his skin he knows that this is the perfect sell
That from what ever depths of what ever mind this quote had fermented
He knew that he to had to have been standing at the bottom of a mighty fall
Or maybe not even at all
It’s just the epiphany in his soul that created this link
And through it all he can only help but think
That my all love, all that I do is a product of this, your love
For in this union where I am the iron fist, you are my velvet glove



Copyright © 2007 Domonique Murdock

"It is wrong to think that love comes from long companionship and perservering courtship. Love is the offspring of spiritual affinity and unless that affinity is created in a moment, it will not be created for years, even generatioms"

Kahlil Gibran

-Poem will follow

Admiration for days
Of ways
She played with facets of my mind
Then left behind a trail of photos that said
Forget me not
Or my spotted spots
Which inspire plots
Of ways to rock
While reaching deep
Gently putting here to sleep
And underneath her closed eyes
Was a smile full and content



Copyright © 2007 Domonique Murdock

Caged Bird

I sing my song
Of nights alone
And times being wronged
While all along
I sing my song
You listened close
With open ears
And sympathetic tears
But powerful fears
Keep you close but out of reach
So I sing my song
Of hearts being breached
While lynched I leaked
Into the leaches belly
Lifeless eyes
I sing my song
Over again
You know the tune
And from another room
You sing my song
I hear you dear
I raise the tune to drown you out
And vocals tear
My singing stops
I sit and watch
I sit and hear
You sing your fears
I think a song
You sing along
You amaze me so
By things you know
Things not said
And when my vocals bled
You held my head
And sung a song
That changed my life
You sung a song
That changed my life



Copyright © 2007 Domonique Murdock

Listen To the Lyrics Wednesday

Common I Have A Dream Lyrics
[Chorus - Will.i.am and Martin Luther King]
(I am happy...I Have a Dream) I got a Dream
(That One Day ) We gonna work it out out out
(That One Day ) We gonna work it out out out
(That One Day ) We gonna work it out
(I Have a Dream) I got a Dream
(That One Day ) We gonna work it out out out
(That One Day ) We gonna work it out out out
(That One Day ) We gonna work it out
(I Have a Dream) I got a Dream
(That One Day) That one day
(That One Day) I'ma look deep within myself
(I Have a Dream) I gotta find a way...
My Dream Is To Be Free
My Dream Is To Be
My Dream Is To Be
My Dream Is To Be Free

[Verse 1]
In search of brighter days, I ride through the maze of the madness,
Struggle is my address, where pain and crack lives,
Gunshots comin' from sounds of Blackness,
Given this game with no time to practice,
Born on the Black list, told I'm below average,
A life with no cabbage,
That's no money if you from where I'm from,
Funny, I just want some of your sun,
Dark clouds seem to follow me,
Alcohol that my pops swallowed bottled me,
No apology, I walk with a boulder on my shoulder,
[ Lyrics found on http://www.metrolyrics.com ]

It's a Cold War - I'm a colder soldier,
Hold the same fight that made Martin Luther the King,
I ain't usin' it for the right thing,
In between Lean and the fiens, hustle and the schemes,
I put together pieces of a Dream
I still have one

[Chorus]

[Verse 2]
The world's seen me lookin' in the mirror,
Images of me, gettin' much clearer,
Dear Self, I wrote a letter just to better my soul,
If I don't express it then forever I'll hold, inside
I'm from a side where we out of control,
Rap music in the 'hood played a fatherly role,
My story's like yours, yo it gotta be told,
Tryna make it from a gangsta to a godlier role,
Read scrolls and stow slaves,
And Jewish people in cold cage,
Hate has no color or age, flip the page,
Now my rage became freedom,
Writin' dreams in the dark, they far but I can see 'em,
I believe in Heaven more than Hell,
Blessings more than jail,
In the ghetto let love prevail,
With a story to tell, my eyes see the glory and well,
The world waitin' for me to yell "I Have a Dream"

[Chorus]

Valentines Day

Yeah, it is what it is but I am not the type to just go all out anymore since I have been single for so long-ugh, ages. But I am back into making my strawberries covered in chocolate routine. I can’t say that I have any one to celebrate with but I will just see how everything turns out. I hope that all of you have special people to share this day with, as for me I think I will be doing my first open mic today. Later loves, take care of your hearts for me.

All Manner of Remorseless Pieces of Metal

Hit sits with his eyes closed
Head lowered and arms crossed as if he was wearing a straight jacket
Legs folded Indian style
And a grin more sinister than the blackest

Images flash through his mind
He sees his self with fanglike teeth
Standing with his arms as if he was reaching backwards
Howling at the moon with dismantled corpses beneath his feet

Blood cover his mouth
In the darkest of night
His bones and skin stretch and dislocate as he transforms to his true form
He sees himself as a descendant of the shadows and it feels so right

All manner of remorseless pieces of metal cannot cause the devastation he wants to deliver
Metal rain shower cities and communities do not bring the same effect
"Suffer", he bellows and as the ground rumbles under the presence of his voice
All lives are to be taken until only blood soaked grass blades are left

He opens his eyes and raises his head
Laughing that these thoughts have pushed pure ecstasy through his veins and he succumbs
He looks at his self who stands on the other side of the cage an asks him
Why do you let me out, I just want to have fun

Copyright © 2007 Domonique Murdock

The Butterflies Light

So we made this all inclusive, me the Son of Judah and her the Daughter of Sarah
The children of the Father but in a much different era
Come sister, the morning sun is yawning and its smile lights the path that we must take
We have work to do, come on sister i know that youre awake
They are looking for our Father and by all we must show them the way
Come sister we must leave before the tree's shadow shortens and we lose some of our day
We must see the baker, and then the blacksmith
Through the town center to the forest and through the rift
Back to our time
You back to your home and me to mine
Ever connected through the love we share
But as of now sister we have work to do before we get there
"I here you little brother, just give me one more sec.
I have to fix my hair."
You have not done that yet
"Youre so eager little brother
You carry our fathers passion"
I love you big sister
With a love that is of our father
Everlasting



Copyright © 2007 Domonique Murdock